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In my second entry to the British Fantasy Society Journal, I review the 2020 novel Flyaway by Kathleen Jennings through the lens of the Australian EcoGothic. In an interview for this article, the author laughed off the idea that Flyaway could be categorised neatly into a single sub-genre – saying it could just as easily be analysed through the lens of literary fantasy or the gothic fairy tale. I’ve previously written about literary fantasy as a sub-genre, but what does she mean by the gothic fairy tale? Let’s do some more genre building. The ‘gothic’ in the gothic fairy tale refers to a ‘notoriously difficult to define’ genre in itself, according to Associate Lecturer at Manchester Metropolitan University Holly Hirst . She lists the hallmarks of the gothic fiction genre as ‘its darkness, its transgression, its excess and its celebration or exploration of fear’. Meanwhile, she uses the fairy tale term ‘as a relatively loose term for a range of folkloric productions that may elsewhere be more divisively defined as “wonder-tales,” “folk-tales,” “myths” and other regional denominations’. To hybridise the genre, Hirst poses, is to present gothic fiction’s characteristic ‘elements of violence, moral transgression and dark sexual desires’ in the style of a folk story. Going back to Flyaway for examples, we could find standalone chapters in which fairy tales are told as stories within the story. When narrated by Bettina, a standalone chapter comes with a disclaimer like, ‘Gary’s grandmother Vi, who had her own reasons, told it roughly this way, with variations depending on her listeners.’ When narrated by Gary, the fairy tale comes with interruptions from Trish. And this style contrasts with the sense of madness that pervades the novel; its persistent fantastical descriptions of mundane scenes leave the reader questioning whether a magical event is really happening. Readers may interpret fantastical foreshadowing as ‘flowery’ descriptions of mundane events or happenstance until the canon of the story officially recognises magic in its third act. ‘“Be birds,” I whispered. “Be birds.” I held my breath as long as I could, shut my eyes,’ Bettina narrates as she uses magic to transform her brothers for the first time. ‘When I breathed out, I heard a shifting: a long rustling, a beating of wings that stirred my hair and clattered past – broad harsh feathers, trailing silken ones, pinions that whistled in the air and down that fell softly on my hands.’ On the previous page, she presents her brothers’ belief that they were once birds as a delusion: ‘All I could think of was the cold pressure of the filthy concrete under my knees; the reek of birds and blood; the terrible ruin of two boys who had tried to take themselves apart into whatever they believed our father had made them from.’ I’m attending the online launch event for the BFS Journal edition with my Flyaway review inside on 24 June at 7pm BST. Word Count: 483

Our community is now called Hilley Literary, after two-thirds of us organisers (Bronwyn and I) moved interstate. Drink every time I mention moving. We renamed it because The Braddyton was a space which belonged to the three of us. Its original name came from a combination of ours, and it referenced a physical location: our home. The Braddyton needed its lawn mowed. The Braddyton’s bathroom was upstairs. Guests were invited to a poetry night at The Braddyton. This project began, as I’ve said before, as a backyard gig. The physical space we inhabited informed every one of our events. We had the nexus bedroom. The murder room. The piss-hand zone. The suspicious concrete slab. Until we didn’t. When our events became slightly too ambitious for a backyard, we moved into Can You Keep A Secret in Woolloongabba. And when we wanted to get some writing done, we hosted sprints online. The project began to transcend the place. Then we moved out. Rhys, who so generously mowed the lawn and helped set up the fairy lights for our backyard gigs, is still in Meanjin. But Bronwyn and I are now in New South Wales for her degree. We no longer have the place or all three people. It would have been disingenuous to keep the name. Hilley Literary is a project that still seeks opportunities for writey-writey nerds to share their work, appreciate others’ and set aside the time to hone their craft. Its new name reflects Bronwyn and my continued involvement, and expands its reach beyond a property line. Right now, we have a weekly quiet writing session on Discord . We are still settling in to see what other beautiful things we can conjure. In the meantime, I am reducing the frequency of these newsletters to once a month – on the third Monday of every month. Be in touch soon. Word Count: 328

At some point there will be a time when I don’t start a newsletter with ‘I’ve just moved’, but it’s been like three weeks so give me a break. I’ve just moved to the NSW South Coast. It’s taken a toll on my body, as I knew it would. Luckily, I had the foresight and the privilege to take plenty of annual leave at the end of my contract for my previous role in Meanjin – giving me time to set up and find another job. I had been applying since November and getting a bit nervous when I didn’t have another contract signed by the time we were packing up the truck, but in a stroke of good fortune I got a phone call with an offer during the twelve-hour drive down. It meant I had a week of annual leave between arriving in my new home and starting at my new job. And I knew exactly what I wanted to do with it. And I know how this sounds. BREAKING NEWS: Zoomer Last To Discover Normal Work-Life Balance Helps Everything, Including Writing. And yeah that is pretty much it. But I was honestly amazed by what I could achieve while I wasn’t worried about surviving. While I’m not being paid, I’m so caught up in the desperate struggle to get paid that writing creatively goes on the back-burner. And I can see immediately the difference after starting work – by the end of the workday my brain is already tired out, and the best I can do is cobble together another 500 words. During that one week, though, I started on a fiction idea I’ve been mulling over for nearly a year but never getting down. And wrote half of it. I produced more creative work by word count in that week than I have in the previous six months. If you get the chance to take a paid week off work and write, I would highly recommend doing so. How do you harness this extra time, though? There were a few moments during that week when I felt the temptation to sink into my bed and scroll on my phone a bit longer. Part of me itched to check my work email. It can be difficult, even when you’ve taken free time, to appreciate it. If you’re burnt out, it’s hard to be anything but tired and do anything but be tired. I also had house-setting-up things to do and so I structured my writing around that. I would start the day by making a cup of tea and chucking a podcast on, and sorting the house until the episode was over. Then, I told myself, I would write a page. More often than not it turned into two or three pages before I needed to think about what came next. And when I did, I refused to sit there and watch the still screen and think I’m so tired, I can’t do this . Instead, I would chuck a podcast on, get myself a little treat and sort some stuff around the house. It was doing the double-duty of giving me space away from the screen to think about the story’s trajectory in detail. Come back for a page, or three. Repeat. This method saw me through about 2,000 words per day. Maybe something like that would work for you? Now that I’m back at work and groaning in misery at the thought of typing another word after each workday, I am really looking forward to weekends. That’s because every Saturday evening at 6pm-8pm AEST (7pm-9pm AEDT) I’m hosting writing sessions on our literary community Discord . You might know it as The Braddyton, but we’ve renamed it Hilley Literary to reflect our new activities in this new place. I might do a newsletter about that in the future. These sessions are a great excuse to set aside some time for writing. We’re using the pomodoro method (30 minutes of quiet writing, a break, repeat) so we can chat to each other in breaks but also actually get things done. Feel free to drop in at any time during the sessions, and don’t worry about making it to every one – even just the one little visit is great! Word Count: 707

Before I left Meanjin, I performed one last set at poets@stones. It included some old favourites and some newbies, including A Galaxy Of . This poem captures an experience seeing glow worms for the first time. It’s probably my best attempt at nature writing to date – and I spent the entire time writing it under the long shadow of climate change. I don’t need to explain climate change to you, but I will offer a definition of nature writing. Noted nature writer David Rains Wallace said in 1984 that works in the genre “are appreciative esthetic responses to a scientific view of nature”, and alongside essays there is “nature fiction, nature poetry, nature reporting, even nature drama, if television documentary narrations are literature”. He called it “revolutionary”. I based my poem on a glow worm experience in Lamington National Park with one of my Americans. Not only did his visit inspire the endeavour (you never really think of exploring your own region by yourself), but the sheen of new-place enthusiasm in his eyes would rub off on yours if you looked long enough. Long after he left, I would drive across the Story Bridge or down a particularly dramatic hill and feel enough to cry. During the visit, I smiled our way up the winding and pot-holed road to Lamington – enjoying mother nature making us work for it. My American came and left in the August heatwave, when temperatures never sank below 25C. We attended a guided tour, a dozen in the group. The guide took us on a short bus ride from the tour centre down to a walking track, where we waddled single-file with red lights in hand. White light would burn the glow worms, so we squinted and huddled away from funnel-web spiders and gympie-gympie. When we arrived at the viewing site – three rows of benches a creek away from a wall of dirt overhung by moss – the water vapour around us had condensed into drops on the tips of our noses. Two kids swung around their red torches until they were wrested away, and the glow worms appeared blue on the wall after thirty seconds of darkness. Our guide relayed glow worm facts to us one at a time in low tones, seconds of silence to let us soak it in. This is one of the only known glow worm sites left in Australia. Other sites have been destroyed by overtourism. Adults are flies which only travel a few metres in their life. Even the red light can hurt them. The next line was not really true. They’re actually yellow, he said. They only look blue to the kids because their eyes are damaged from screen time. To be clear, Australian glow worms are blue. This is a story to scare children off their iPad. But it sparked a kind of grief in me: the rarity of the worms, their decline, that we wouldn’t recognise them as adults, that we maybe don’t recognise them either way. My American challenged me to write about the experience, and I couldn’t help but come back to this sense of loss. That if you think hard enough about any aspect of nature, you get to the part where we’re losing it. Laura Pritchett, a modern nature writer of the American West, says acknowledging climate change is essential to the genre. She wrote in a 2024 piece that the best nature writing centres “the idea that caretaking of the planet is worthy of exploration, the highest of human endeavors, the best survival story of all survival stories … The themes are driven by enormous existential questions not about love or religion or economies, but the fate of life itself.” A work of nature writing can be “celebration or advocacy. Delight or deep ecogrief. Investigative or informative” but the modern nature writing voice is often “stronger, more intense, more laser-focused” on the changing climate than before. “It’s like the gentrified tea parties of yesteryear got taken over by ragers.” Write what you know, I guess. I can’t share the whole poem with you, but here’s a snip of the end: yellow is my favourite colour, I tell him. mine too, he says. I have a habit of mourning worlds I’ve never seen. we’re home to the most endangered species on the planet, he says, and we have a habit of measuring our worth by how much we have lost. Word Count: 739

I’ve made a big deal these past few weeks about leaving. There was a newsletter on it. There was a farewell poetry event. Right now, I’m in a Canberra hotel room on my little ‘farewell tour’ seeing friends and family before I go. And during this process, a few people have asked: what’s next for The Braddyton? For those who don’t know, The Braddyton is a literary community my housemates and I created in Moorooka, unofficially renaming our house and hosting events in it. As the events grew, we moved some into the Woolloongabba venue Can You Keep A Secret? and online on our Discord server . We started hosting events because we felt Meanjin had lost some of its vital creative spaces in the past few years. This project was aimed at inspiring creators to continue sharing their work while giving organisers time to regroup after some heavy venue losses. And it worked. For those already attending poetry events and looking for more, SpeakEasy Poetry is returning at Echo & Bounce . We are so, so proud. The truth is, we don’t know if we will continue The Braddyton’s in-person events after the move. We’re moving to a small town in New South Wales. Its creatives will likely have vastly different needs to those in Meanjin. In my opinion, the saddest and stupidest thing we could do would be to copy and paste this project in a different place. We would be neglecting local artists’ actual problems by serving our own egos. The Braddyton was made to help, so we need some time to figure out how best we can do that anew. That means we will take a break from running in-person events for a while. However, I previously mentioned our Discord server . This was initially set up to facilitate a month-long writing sprint in November last year. Since some writers found it helpful then, we want to revive it for something more permanent. Beginning the 1st of March, I will be hosting weekly two-hour-long writing sessions on the server from 7-9pm AEDT (6-8pm AEST). That’s every Saturday evening. Feel free to join as much or little as you like – just drop in for one if that suits you best. We also have a text channel for feedback if you’re not free at the allotted time but still want to share. I’ve made a big deal about leaving, but I promise to haunt you. And if you still think of this as another loss, I dare you to do something even better. Word Count: 421

Blue Bottle Journal will celebrate its fifth anniversary in June this year. Founding editor Sean West brought the project to life during the lockdowns of mid- 2020 , and has been accepting submissions about every second month since. Here are some of my favourite poems from each year of the journal’s life so far. 2020: House Hunters While house hunting for an upcoming move, I am of course drawn to Rae White comparing me to a lapwing – the desperate search for shelter like the bird’s forage for food. The never-ending nightmare of mowing is too real. And the feather-friend answer to a cat’s “if I fits, I sits”: “if it flat, we nest”. 2021: Life is Occupation This found poem from Lucy Maud Montgomery’s Anne of the Island evokes the tragedy and violence of a society occupied, the pain endured from the sanding down of identity into someone else’s normalcy. Svetlana Sterlin notes the surviving pre-occupation objects are “pretentions sprawling protectively / over no great art” while the subject will “go down to my grave / unwept, unhonoured, and unsung”. 2022: Angourie, NSW. Have I become obsessed with New South Wales-based things since planning to move interstate? Is it my dream to write poems about the ominous quiet of a seaside town? Did I look up Angourie and add it to my visit list after reading? Look. We may never know the answers to these questions. But Emily Bartlett ’s words did something to me, OK? 2023: I am the swarm Nikita Kostaschuk (ink.eyta) has written a few poems about executive dysfunction – ghosts of Meanjin literary events might be familiar with their sisyphean dishes. In I am the swarm , they seem to plead with their housemate to recognise their humanity beyond their ability to provide labour. It’s a worthy addition to the growing canon of their anti-capitalist, ADHD-coded work. 2024: The Pearl as Immune Response As a sapphic, I can’t deny the appeal of heartbreak and the sea. Maddy Dale ’s picture of a heartbroken soul in the shallows satisfies the aesthetic urge. The sea creates wonders and destroys them and doesn’t care either way. After realising you did, too, maybe that’s the best place to let go. 2025: Ceviche The first and only poem yet published by Blue Bottle this year, Ceviche automatically gets the spot. But it deserves it nonetheless. Paris Rosemont ’s biting description underscores the carnal want, neediness of a sexual relationship. Blue Bottle is collaborating with The Braddyton – a literary community project by myself and my housemates – on a poetry event for Saturday, January the 18th from 3pm to 5pm. Join us for an afternoon of curated poetry by Rae White, Maddy Dale, Svetlana Sterlin and Shastra Deo! Word Count: 447

Shastra Deo’s second book The Exclusion Zone begins with a dare: turn to page 5. But this isn’t the choose-your-own adventure novel of your grandparents’ childhoods. There are no dice. There is no prose. Sometimes there is not even a choice. UQP published The Exclusion Zone last year, and yes I’m only reviewing it now because Shastra is tragically leaving Australia for the United States and performing in January before she goes. But I would also argue its themes have only snowballed in relevance since its publication. This is a choose-your-own-adventure poetry collection set in an apocalyptic hellscape. Which is certainly a string of words. When it first came out, Shastra appeared at a Brisbane Writers Festival event where she gave some insight as to how she can write poetry into an overall story, let alone many overall storylines with alternate endings. “I’m a fiction writer,” she said at the time. “When I discovered poetry, I thought, ‘Oh, I can write short fiction, but even shorter?’” This attitude towards the form shines in The Exclusion Zone . ‘Aubade’ tells the story of a boy starving. ‘Transcript of a Fight Scene’ is, in fact, a fight scene. But it’s not really prose fiction, that it’s all referring to. Also in that conversation, Shastra assured the audience there was no ‘right way’ to read the book. If you want to read it front to back and ignore the prompts, nothing is stopping you, and you should still have a good experience (a relief to me, a completionist worried about missing out on certain poems should I follow a certain path). She said she wanted it to feel like an open-world video game. This is front-and-centre in The Exclusion Zone , which has a section called ‘The Game Room’ and poems which use controller symbols, language like ‘walkthrough’, structures like flow-charts. Although it doesn’t rely on specific game references, it’s heavily mired in the culture of gaming. When we add that to the full-on sentence from earlier, the genre-mash up seems overwhelming. But from its first page, The Exclusion Zone blends these elements together to create the feeling of being inside the best eerie dystopian RPG. Think: if you could have all the Death Stranding vibes and none of the annoyance of actually playing the game. These are not the relevant-to-2024 themes I was referencing earlier, though. I personally would love to see a suddenly ballooning market for gamer-culture choose-your-own-adventure apocalyptic poetry collections, but The Exclusion Zone remains unique. I was talking about why there’s an apocalypse. The last line from Shastra’s Brisbane Writers Festival chat I’ll recall is an insistence that the poems in this collection are fictional, that she did not recount her own life events and experiences for this book but rather imagined a story where these poems would live. But the story is rooted in reality. While some of it only hints vaguely at a collapse of humanity (like in ‘How Deep’) and some suggests a far-future setting (like ‘Aubade’), many of the poems in this collection directly comment on modern historical events (‘Fukushima Soil’, ‘Things We Inscribed In The Voyager Golden Record’, ‘Undertakers Of The Atom’). Some appear to describe contemporary moments (‘Fishing at Caer a’Muirehen’, ‘Learning A Dead Language’, ‘Shastra Deo’). Even these create a sense of an ending. The inclusion of modern history, contemporary scenery, near-future, indescribable collapse and far-future poetry implies a real opinion if it doesn’t actually tell it to you. When we face seemingly endlessly increasing disaster, tragedy, conflict, death, the core of this collection becomes less and less fictional: We are in the prequel of the apocalypse. We are searching for something. We are waiting for someone to answer. Sometimes there is not a choice. Where will we turn next? Word Count: 653

Those who follow The Braddyton literary community might have noticed a distinct lack of events this month. We’re taking a bit of a break from the literary madness following a thoroughly mad November, but we’ll be back in January with a very special poetry event at Can You Keep A Secret. Why is this event so special? Well. We’re leaving. I set up The Braddyton with my housemates Bronwyn and Rhys to serve Magandjin’s literary freaks after some of our key events shut down. SpeakEasy. Gather Round. Lonely’s. Volta. The seeming mass dismantling of this city’s literary community became such a sticking point in conversation that we became annoying at parties. Our friends were exhausted with our complaining. ‘Why don’t you just set one up then?’ So we did. It has been such a magical experience, from making tea and sharing poetry in our backyard to booking a venue for Halloween. An abundance of cheesecakes. Chocolate-chip cookies. Rooibos chai. Fairy lights. Too many cushions. Shouting poetry over road noise. And last month, a near-daily writing challenge on Discord. But Bronwyn has been accepted into a postgraduate program interstate, and we’ve decided it’s time for a life change. Bronwyn and I are heading for the NSW South Coast, and we’re bringing this project with us – whatever it becomes. January’s event is a collaboration with Blue Bottle Journal, involving Sean West, Shastra Deo and other fantastic writers. Because we’re also seeing Shastra off before she moves to the US. It’s just one big farewell party, y’all. Look out for more info coming soon. As we prepare to say our goodbyes, I’d like to invite you to become the annoying person at parties. We set this up because we care about our literary community here. What are you willing to do for it? Word Count: 300